My mom is so dramatic. I think she thinks that we're actually living in a teleserye and you know what? That just sucks big time. I hate all the drama. IT IS SO ANNOYING!
Why make things complicated, Ma? When in reality, we just have to smile and be kind to life so it would treat us that way too.
Nobody knows the suffering that I'm dealing with at home since the last quarter of 2012. I never said a word to anyone even to my best-est of friends because I know it's something that I need to keep confidential but right now, it's just all too much. It's true, when there's a conflict between the parents it's always the children who receive much of the suffering and in our case, me more than my brother. My brother doesn't care because he's selfish. I'm not exaggerating. He's really one of the most selfish people I know! GRR.
I pray that this would all end soon. Not our family or our lives, the challenges and loneliness. Recently, our house doesn't feel like a home anymore. I don't feel it's warmth and protection and it pains me, really.
I'm tired and I'm about to go bed but I just want to let this all out because I can't talk to anyone about this. I can't even say a word 'cause they always perceive me as "nagmamagaling". Hay. I'm tired.
